Tomorrow is the big day the first PET Scan since chemo and radiation ended. This week I'll know if the cancer if gone or if the fight goes on. I'm scared, so scared I'm sick...that's a little out of character for me. But when the results can mean the difference between life and death it has to scare even the bravest person. Doesn't it? I know how Bob & Desni Crock must feel when they take their beautiful daughter Bridgett in for her scan (although it must be a hundred times worse for them) they must be so scared. Oh the relief and exhiliration they must feel when the results come back all clear! Now that is making me smile.
I have told everyone that when this scan comes back clear I'll take it as a message that I have a second chance at life and promise I'll make every moment of it count.
You have so many friends and family with you, feel their positive energy. Believe all things are possible, just believe it. You are not going to let this get you, you will survive it, and you will make every moment count! Teach us all to be as strong as you have been.
ReplyDeleteknow that you are not alone when you face that machine. You are strong and will handle whatever comes your way because you are not alone. You are loved.
ReplyDeleteLori, I'm saying a prayer that the scan comes back clean. Stay strong.
ReplyDeleteLori, remember The Secret...think positive thoughts! The Fab 5 are behind you all the way. We'll keep helping you fight your fight. We'll give you a loving push when you need it, a hug when you need it and we'll carry you when you need it. Just know that we'll always there for you. Love ya!
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